Monday, December 24, 2007
Thanks Baby Jesus
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Sunday, December 16, 2007
The mind of mankind
Is there any point to this hurricane of activity that is modern man? Some would argue that there is, others that there should be, and some still that there never has been nor never will be. I myself for one am completely undecided. I've done a lot of looking into the matter, and there is just too much passion and brilliance applied to the subject to ever come up with a definitive answer. What do we see when we look back in the social evolution as described in human history? In a word- conflict. Humans seem to know of no other way to develop and progress without coming into conflict with others. It has always been will, faith and passion that have driven us like a herd of cattle to our current impasse. Here we stand with all options open to us, every possibility a path, our tomorrows limited only by our capacity for imagination. Yet we still see the primordial engine of conflict driving humanity like some sadistic shepard. The wealthiest most powerful group of people on Earth is necessarily the most aggressive. Thus is it no surprise that even a country founded on the soundest of humanist principals has now become a force that the whole world must either follow or fear. It is the nature of human development for us to crash together like atoms, only to then find some new balance. I think suicide is nothing more than finding oneself in a situation were a lack of conflict externally leads to you waging war against yourself (this would be supported by the fact that mellow Sweden has the higest suicide rate). Every time I hear someone respond to an issue (newspeak for conflict) with 'I don't care, don't know or are too busy' it feels like having my faith in humanity bitch slapped. How is it even possible to delude yourself into thinking that a neutral possession is even possible? We stand in the dust of millions, with their war cries echoing in our ears, evidence of their struggles and achievements everywhere; yet we find the nerve to be disinterested! Were it not for the masses of the Global South, that are still beyond the reach of false learning, I would think that there was no hope. It is an immense comfort to me that some people still have a relationship to the earth, still value community over commodities, and still posses passion worthy of existence. I don't begrudge the Northern Peoples for their attempt at making the world suit their own needs, such was the way things played out and we must accept that if we ever seek to move beyond it. One thing that their new mode of conflict precipitated was to change the world from a series of small regional conflicts into one gigantic battle royal for the fate of mankind. Despite the 500 years of murder, rape and theft that defined it, we seem to have finally reached a plateau of understanding where we must admit that we are all in this together. The fates of us all have now become one, no need to argue about it, already done. Our fundamental need for conflict has propelled us into an era that has removed many of the cultural distinctions that was the basis for the enmity of the past. Scramble as the petty leftover leaders from the last century might, they have unleashed forces they can't possibly control, but can destroy. It all boils down to whether or not we have learned anything from what has and is taking place amongst us homo sapiens. Can we reconcile our capacity for creation with a proclivity for conflict, or have our tools become to terrible to control?
"Even if the whole world were to fall to pieces, the unity of the psyche would never be shattered. And the wider and more numerous the fissures on the surface, the more the unity is strengthened in the depths." -Carl Gustav Jung
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Frenchsmell
In a society that has abolished all adventures, the only adventure left is to abolish society.
Ceux qui font les révolutions à moitié ne font que se creuser un tombeau.
Friday, November 23, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
No Shit
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Pakistan
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Nietzsche
"The very word "Christianity" is a misunderstanding — in truth, there was only one Christian, and he died on the cross."
"Against boredom even gods struggle in vain."
"Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent."
"Insanity in individuals is something rare - but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule."
"The visionary lies to himself, the liar only to others."
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
"To forget one's purpose is the commonest form of stupidity."
"Morality is herd instinct in the individual."
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Random Observations
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Fire to Fallbrook
Bet they wish they had saved some of that water to fight the fires instead of rapaciously using it for golf courses and lawns... Sometimes the natural world comes with its awesome force and all we can do is cower like the misguided mammals that we are.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Poem Written in Geography Class
just trying to be in harmony with our place
over 6,000 years of sanguinary glory
we're all part of that amazing story
but now we humans begin to change
no more down home on the range
got this proclivity for economic activity
so people all moving to the city
millions of primates in close proximity
no surprise we feel like we're in captivity
or the fact that Capitalism and crimes
has been crowned King of these times
Only one planet, so only one true vision
ti's the end of the arbitrary division
that was always the rich mans mission
and so does the might battle rage
over what shall reign in the next stage
like the days of old, people bought and people sold
but with all the monkeys in the jungle of concrete
seems impossible to ever control the street
what once was just another creature
has now become the dominating feature
Not a matter of right nor wrong
or wine, women and song
but if we'll ever stop to calm down
and once more share the ground
the small spark is now a raging fire
Is it a forge, or just a funeral pyre?
Dick Retorts
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Dispatch from the front
AFP
Sunday October 21, 2007
Iran warned on Saturday it would fire off 11,000 rockets at enemy bases within the space of a minute if the United States launched military action against the Islamic republic.
"In the first minute of an invasion by the enemy, 11,000 rockets and cannons would be fired at enemy bases," said a brigadier general in the elite Revolutionary Guards, Mahmoud Chaharbaghi.
"This volume and speed of firing would continue," added Chaharbaghi, who is commander of artillery and missiles of the Guards' ground forces, according to the semi-official Fars news agency.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Bewußtsein
So here sits a young man trying to put words to the flurry of thoughts, feelings and actions that make up my little trip through the world. Regardless of the 'everlasting uncertainty' I still maintain that the planet is spinning in synchronization with the rest of the matter in the universe, and thus is everything as it should be. The intricate web of people that makes up the society all around me seems to follow similar natural laws, every bit as complicated as astrophysics, but just as flawless. Who are we to pick at the food we are served, complaining about this or that minuscule aspect of existence as if it constituted more than a minor irritation. So much of human suffering comes from expectations that one wonders why anyone has such arrogance, or more importantly, why do we never seem to learn the folly of our ways? I'm beginning to think that all truly free individuals will always have to fight tooth and nail to escape the gravitational pull of other minds. So no matter how much you ever push back at this ingrained ignorance, you will always just get pulled that much harder into the madness you oppose. You could be born into 2,700 BC Sumeria, Japan of the 1580's or Southern California last year; regardless of local, the drive to conform in body and mind is omnipresent in human social structures. Which gets me back to my particular experience. I am more than eager to learn from the rest, probably more enthusiastic than most, but I also want to be able to say my piece, add my ideas. Therein lay the rub. Like most things in my country, education is a commodity. A money making machine thats purpose is purely economic and cares little for the cattle that is herded through those hallowed halls of higher learning. I for one get a feeling of impending doom every time I am told by a fellow student about how they are going to major in such and such then go on to make lots of money. Why do people care so much about status, wealth and appearances?
Nicht das Bewußtsein bestimmt das Leben, sondern das Leben bestimmt das Bewußtsein.
"It is in fact not the consciousness dominating life but the very life dominating consciousness."
Friday, October 05, 2007
My Horoscope
Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)
It's hard for others to get a clear idea about your intentions now, for your feelings may be slightly different from your actions. It's not likely to bother you, though, for your powers of rationalization are strong. Don't use logic to explain yourself, for the rest of the world may not see things the same way that you do.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Assholes abound
I have been accused of being a pessimistic, dramatic, and even downright negative. Say what you will though, all that seems to have been the result of all the history of human development is that more and more assholes dominate all aspects of human life. The Burmese Government has recently had to deal with all the Buddhist monks in that country deciding to protest, in the hope it will make the military Junta that runs things relinquish their grip on power. Well, long story short these officers have decided that killing people for trying to peacefully make themselves heard is the way to go. The really depressing part about this is that no matter where you look the cold calculating hand of the few are ringing as much out of the world as they can before the whole shit house goes up in flames. I think people who degrade themselves by abusing others probably already suffer greatly, if not physically then psychologically and spiritually. It seems like the more they fuck shit up, the more they grow in their desire to do so. Like all the fat cats just keep upping the ante and no one wants to be the first one to fold. Well, once again I'm going to resort to great Greeks to tell it like is:"Hope is a waking dream" -Aristotle
"No human thing is of serious importance" -Plato
Monday, September 10, 2007
Dreamers
Friday, September 07, 2007
#43
- H.L. Mencken /Baltimore Sun (July 26, 1920)
A lot of people have been talking about how dumb Bush is for about 8 years now. At the APEC meeting in Australia this week he referred to it as an OPEC meeting and thanked the 'Austrian' PM for hosting. This is but one of countless verbal train wrecks that GW has been father to. The point I'd like to make is that by being an apparent dipshit, that makes him more thoroughly American than any of his predecessors. And since each successive generation of Americans seems to be getting dumber at an exponential rate, the situation is unlikely to improve. If nothing else it proves that the system we have here in the USA isn't actually run by figure heads.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
craziness
Friday, August 03, 2007
An Inconsistent Truth
filled with many dreams
nothing is what is seems
somewhat separate and the same
you are the glory and shame
all things are embodied in you
but you are also nothing too
worry not about the things that happen around or to you- this too shall pass
endure the present, remember the past and treasure the future
the world owes you nothing, it was here first
Sunday, July 22, 2007
answers are for assholes
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Can't lose what you never had
Freedom is one word that in this country has been effectively hollowed out, filled with stuffing, embalmed and then put upon a shelf as though it were a trophy. The modern American is bred to be selfishly subservient and myopically materialistic, freedom doesn't factor into it at all. Some people seem to think of freedom as a fad started during the Age of Enlightenment that went out of fashion and was replaced by the monolithic might of the modern State. Perhaps that is exactly how it went down and when freedom wasn't en vogue anymore we simply kept the word because it had a good ring to it and it was already in our national anthem. In the new world we are all too codependent to be literally free, but we have a piece of paper called the Bill of Rights that makes us hypothetically free. To be perfectly honest, I have no fucking clue what the word freedom means to the English speaking world. I'm sure in the olden days freedom meant not having some other ethnic group dominate you and your people. Then in the not so olden days it was a metaphysical concept that said you were only free if you live in a representative democracy in which you possess certain inalienable rights. But today it seems to have assumed the characteristics of a mantra with a mystical meaning that questioning is treacherous. I tend to agree with the statement that freedom, if it isn't universal, is just privilege extended. Deep down on some subconscious plain I suspect this is what they all mean by freedom. We dominate other regions and are given certain privileges in return for our support of said domination. This would be supported by the fact that our global campaign to root out opposition and test loyalties is called Operation Enduring Freedom. I'm probably wasting my time trying to make any sense of the average Americans mindset. In my personal opinion freedom is a fundamentally spiritual thing that allows people to no longer be tethered by fear and necessity to what we know in our hearts to be wrong. A nation cannot be free just because they say they are, and that is essentially what we are doing.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
New World Order

Sunday, June 24, 2007
US Foreign Policy 1991-Today
Sunday, June 17, 2007
40 years of mistakes
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Idiosyncratic Ideas
Sunday, June 10, 2007
The Good Book
Monday, June 04, 2007
Hurlin' Hate
"A revolution is a struggle between the past and the future." -Fidel CastroWednesday, May 30, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Born in the USA
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Urbanization Part III (alienation)
Approximately 80% of US citizens live in what has been defined as an urban area. Furthermore, 95,707,078 Americans live in one of fourteen metropolitan centers. Before I delve into my own perspective, let us accept that all that is nature ends at the entrance to any city. Humans had lived in nature for more time than we can easily quantify, suffice it to say it was many thousands of years. If you take a creature out its natural habitat it will be confused and disoriented. If you take a elephant from India and put it in the Andes, things just aren't going to work out. People are a slightly different animals in this respect. Before the headlong sprint to urbanization had begun, we had spread to just about everywhere on this entire planet (excepting the two poles). We can adapt better than the rest, in no small part because we are capable of eating a very wide variety of things. There is one very important difference between this ability to adapt and the new environments we have built in the cities however, and that is that urbanites have no interaction with where their food comes from. To them food comes from stores which you access through an imaginary device called money. This may seem to be a trivial fact, but I contend it is not. People learn two things from procuring their own food- One is you reap what you sow, and the other is you are utterly dependent on the earth for your survival. Sure, on an intellectual level they will all admit these facts, this doesn't mean that they fully grasp it though. The tragic truth is that people who live in urban areas are by virtue of their environment alienated, confused and vulnerable. One thing that has been proven time and time again is that when people are in such a state of mind as this they are easily manipulated. No matter how much they may be opposed to the power structure they live under, their complete dependency on it for food and electricity means any criticism is hypocritical. The old saying 'all roads lead to Rome' is an excellent description of how cities operate. They suck all nourishment from the surrounding countryside to satiate the demand for food, building materials and entertainment. The bigger the city, the more land needed to support it. Warfare, Bubonic Plague, Cholera and Influenza had for centuries been the only check on urban growth. These hindrances have been largely removed lately, thus are we seeing the population of cities skyrocketing with careless abandon. The primary premise of Marx's observation was that the urban worker, or proletariat, was alienated from his work, he didn't grasp himself as an integral part of the larger social machine. Which as a result made him easily exploited by the moneyed classes. What he apparently failed to grasp was that as long as people are forced to live in the fundamentally chaotic and inexplicable city they will never be able to fully justify or enjoy their existence. Thus is the foundation for any urbanized utopia completely untenable. Communism tried very hard to create a classless society, but that is just not how any city has ever functioned for any length of time. Hierarchy and urbanization have a symbiotic relationship that for very logical reasons will never be severed. The result of this is that class conflict is little more than a dog chasing it's own tail, then marveling at the pain when it finally catches and bites it. I've seen many people in my life denounce all the other people in their area, as if they were the lone sane person in a huge mental asylum. Someone once commented that "No snowflake in an avalanche ever feels responsible", such indeed seems to be the mindset of the urbanized homo sapien. It is a perfect simile because people, like snowflakes, are individually appealing, but collectively become a cascading chaos that consumes all in its path. Because they are living in a limbo which no one can comprehend or excuse, they turn with one body and mind to the demagogues and politicians, in the desperate hope that someone has an answer to the question they are all afraid to ask- why are we living like this? Such is my perspective and I make no apologies for it. I have met many a fine individual that lives behind the concrete curtain, and do not have anything but compassion for all of them, individually. Collectively though, they are nothing more than a bacteria growing on the face of an otherwise sanitary globe. I can't believe that they are in essence bad for what they are doing, merely lost in the wilderness of man made edifices that force them to accept lies that make it possible for them to survive. Many of the things that people cling most passionately to (patriotism, religion etc.) are at their core idiotic notions made to placate the masses and fill the hole created by removing them from the land. Cheap substitutes for the one thing that can never be imported to a city, a meaningful and worthwhile life of harmony. Once more I refer to one of the greats, Voltaire, to make my point- "Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities". I make these points not to criticize anyone or to be some arrogant misanthrope, but to take a stab at the cause of the malady that is making our whole planet sick. If you doubt the disease I suggest you take a visit to the Favelas of Sao Paolo, the shantytowns of Lagos or the endless slums of Mumbai. You will find there millions who every day come face to face with the brutality and injustice of this system.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
The Swan Song
that is how I'd describe the human race
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Guilty as sin
Lao-tzu
Friday, May 04, 2007
Satellites Delight the Not So Bright
-Fist of the Northstar
Friday, April 27, 2007
random verse
not a one I wouldn't gladly live again
if your life is any different than that
take a moment and try to look back
why was it anything less than perfection?
answer will invariably be your perception
there wasn't a day when the sun didn't rise
nor a one that didn't hold at least one surprise
what better gig is there than this life on earth?
we should all be grateful our mothers gave birth
for what would we all be floating in the void ocean?
surely it couldn't be as fun as all this crazy emotion
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Urbanization Part II (Conformity)
“Every normal man must be tempted at times to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag and begin to slit throats.”-HL Mencken
So the year is 2007 and half the worlds population has gone behind the concrete curtain. "So it goes". I've noticed that within' these cities status is somehow derived from how much one consumes. People kill, lie, deceive, cheat and do all manner of horrific things in the pursuit of whatever they feel will secure them some modicum of happiness. I'm a little fuzzy on why exactly owning a lot of things and spending lots of money makes you anything but decadent profligate, but it seems to be the name of the game. The crazy part of it is that such an overwhelming majority of the city buys into this that you get conformity on a staggering level. Because everyone is on the money-go-round it's sort of like a universal language. Thus can a city like San Francisco speak many languages but still function like a well built clock. From the outside it resembles a beehive or anthill more than anything else. Thousands upon thousands of creatures scurrying about doing a thousand different things, all amazingly without any overt orders. Of course, conformity always has consent as its prime mover. All those who really can't take it or refuse to buy in move out or are incarcerated in even more packed miniature cities called prisons. All manner of desperate deviants have evolved from the casually consenting majority, but they are fighting an uphill battle that simply can't be won. What's their plan? Convince, coerce, convert, cajole and coax the entire hive to their way of thought thereby accomplishing a total change in how the thing works? It seems to me something like fighting the war to end all wars. . No small wonder then that the warm embrace of conformity is a comfort to billions living in the cities across the landmasses of Earth's crust. You can't deny that they are part of something big, certainly the biggest thing we humans have done in memory at least. I hate to start and end with a quote, but the following one says it better than I know how- "In our own time we have seen domination spread over the social landscape to a point where it is beyond all human control. Compared to this stupendous mobilization of materials, of wealth, of human intellect, of human labor for the single goal of domination, all other recent human achievements pale to almost trivial significance. Our art, science, medicine, literature, music and "charitable" acts seem like mere droppings from a table on which gory feasts on the spoils of conquest have engaged the attention of a system whose appetite for rule is utterly unrestrained." -Bookchin
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Haters gotta hate
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Urbanization part I
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Thin Line Between Entertainment and War
"... Already long ago, from when we sold our vote to no man,
the People have abdicated our duties; for the People who once upon a time
handed out military command, high civil office, legions - everything, now
restrains itself and anxiously hopes for just two things:
bread and circuses "
Friday, March 23, 2007
Which way is home?
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Inter caecos regnat strabo
That quote might very well be the most succinct reason why I feel that the study of history is the most important of all academic pursuits. One great historian named Jacob Burckhardt prophesied on the dawn of the 20th century that it would be the age of the 'terrible simplifiers'. His prediction of demagogic rule by leaders of profoundly pedantic persuasions was proven to be absolutely accurate. Many people like to think that we have learned from the horrid lessons of the 20th century, but such doesn't appear to be the case to mine eyes. President Bush is nothing if not a 'terrible simplifier'. Pretty much anyone who claims you can declare war on a noun is nothing but a shameless opportunist of the worst sort. The thing about such people is that their power lay in their ability 'to mobilise the collective subconscious' as Sebastian Haffner put it. His power isn't purely institutional, although that is a large part of it. It would seem that the 40 some odd years of scare propaganda from the cold war has now become systemic; fear is now as American as apple pie. All the war protests in the world won't accomplish anything but giving the government an all to easy opportunity to single out trouble makers and raise the spectre of social chaos that always helps to legitimize any authority. Despite some promising developments the 'terrible simplifiers' seem to be as popular as ever- Ahmadinejad, Bush, Chavez etc. They all play the same game. One that was a tragedy in the age of Hitler, but now just a pathetic farce that shows just how completely hopeless democracy can be when people are primarily concerned with themselves. The Age of the Individual seems to have institutionalized 'terrible simplifiers' into our world, to which i can only quote Erasmus' immortal words- "Amongst the blind, the squinting rule".






